Look how well my essay is going. Oh wow. You can just feel the power my words have as I punch them into the keyboard.

Punch my own fist in to my cheek more like.

Knock myself out.

Wake up and it'll magically have fixed itself/written itself/handed itself in.

I can't even listen to music because my memory stick PRO won't work unless I unplug my easy disk which has my essay on it.

[PV] 腐況の風 - 仙台貨物

仙台貨物 SENDAIKAMOTSU | MySpace Video


WIN.

( totally embarrassed )

I seem to have lost my head completely.

I had no food, so I grabbed my money and tottered off to Sainsbury's.

However, I must have spaced out because I walked in, walked to the bakery aisle, stood there for about thirty seconds, then walked back out again and was halfway down the Angel highstreet before i realised. I think I was looking for something but I can't remember what.

Upon realising I must have lost my marbles, I decided the safest thing to do would be to go home asap.

Which I did.

Which is a ten minute walk or so, then realised that I still had no food and was really hungry.

So I had to go back out again but I went to Tesco instead because it's in the opposite direction and I didn't want anyone who had seen me last time wandering around like a lost soul to see me again and go "oh look it's that insane girl again".

I bought all the things on my list but forgot eggs. Why oh WHY did I forget eggs. I'll just have to get some when the one I have now is used.

I bought tea.

And bagels.

And a packet of Shreddies with a free book.

And now I'm sitting here and I swear I'm still 100% spaced out, I don't know what's wrong with me.

I also had on my list 'GO TO THE POST OFFICE' written in huge letters but I didn't. I walked in the complete opposite direction of the post office.

I think I might be ill, although I feel fine.

Picture of Islington from the other night.

I'm bored.

I shouldn't be, because I have two essays to write and alot of other lovely work to do and I know I should get the essays done TODAY. But... I was meant to be going home today but because my tickets haven't arrived I can't.

Thanks Royal Mail. Thanks alot. Now I don't get to see all my friends properly again until Christmas.

More reasons to look forward to Christmas so much.

Usually I'm like 'why do they advertise Christmas so much, it's so anoying.', I think I now understand. They're giving me hope. There is hope. *dead*

I've been listening to Hime Ichigo, Bergerac and Dear Bitch all day. All of these bands have disbanded, how depressing. All very good music though, makes me happier.

I woke up at nine this morning to go check my mail, then again at eleven when they were still sorting the second post, so then I went down again at half twelve and nothing. How could they do this to me? I officially hate they stupid person who ever thought Industrial Action would be a good idea for the Royal Mail. Thank God I'm not in France.

Linguistics. Reading. Book reviews. I know what I have to write I just don't have the willpower to write it. I want to sit and play boardgames in front of a big warm fire.

How sappy am I?

Very.

Q: Guess where I went yesterday?

A: THE BRITTISH LBRARY YOU FOOL, CAN'T YOU READ!? LOOK AT THE PICTURE.

I went to the photography exhibition they have on. It was really good, I saw some really amazing photographs and took down the names of the photographers I liked. Early photography was so pretty, it's like creating a style in itself, the women's faces became so perfect and round and smooth, and you can see very much how that;s affected the modern desirable.

(This is a conclusion I drew all by my onesome and may be very wrong, but whatever)

HMM

Looks like I won't be going home this week after all.

Meaning I won't get to see my friends, my drumkit, write my essays on a decent computer or eat my mothers food.

I think I'm perfectly justified buying Lolita23q's ;BeSt album to make up for that.

(If my tickets arrive on Monday morning and it turns out I can go home then I will have bought it in consolation for the stress it's costing me that the post is so late)

I woke up this morning and tidied up my room, ate my cinnamon and raisin bagel (with Philadelphia and damson jelly), planned my linguistics essay (!!) and ordered a CD. I should now probably read for a while and then plan my book report...

But...

I'd rather sit with the internet and pretend to be doing stuff when I'm not...

No! bad self! Do not!

Or I could make pancakes... OH MY GOD I'm going to go make pancakes!

Later!

I'm dying to go out right now.

I think possibly wandering to Covent Garden sounds like a plan. and Possibly other fun places.

Screw Linguistics essays.

My train tickets still haven't arrived either, and even my mum called me up telling me I should go out and do things and not stay cooped up all the time!

If my mum is saying it I really HAVE to go, because it's my MUM.

(Not in a sense of being obedient or anything, only usually she's the last person to be encouraging me to go out and randomly wander around)

Who wants to come?

Oh and if you're thinking 'the numbers on her journal are messed up' please comment on this post and I'll add you in return. Alot of the things I'm posting now are Friends Only ahan!

Later!

Pauline's house is really cool (er than mine).

Excitement over tomorrow aha~n! Although I can see already that lack of sleep is going to become an issue. Going to Paris "Chibi Japan Expo" tomorrow - mostly to see if they have SID DVDs, Ayabie CDs or anything else I can buy to make myself ridiculously happy. A full size poster of Aicle! (Doubt that's going to happen).

French makes me nervous, still, I hate not knowing languages and Paris is big and scary. Shows how I have got used to London maybe? It's not scary anymore. Paris is scary.

I have to study for my test on Monday - of course - and I can tell next week is going to be spent in sleeping and studying entirely. No wait, that's all life at uni seems to be for me. SLEEP. STUDY. STILL DO BADLY.

But it matters not, because tomorrow I am going to go to Tokyo Decedance. SiSeN!!

My Kanji count is now at 60.

My heart rate is still bellow average.

aha~n.

Yeah I figured this was the best way to show off my manicure and my phone at the same time too.

Went to London sci fi expo! First time I had been to an expo ever and it was really fun. I went along with two people cosplaying (awsomely) as Bones studio characters, Eureka from Eureka7 and ...x'amd? I'm not sure if I got that right though. So anyone who watches anime (unlike me) and knows who they are, you'll know how awesome they looked ha ha




Vivienne Westwood boots are sexy, thank you Ben, for lending me them. If anyone wants to get me a pair for christmas I will love you forever and possibly never leave you alone ever again.

I have been informed that the boy sitting behind me was cosplaying 'Axel' ahan.

When I went in there, seriously, I know NOTHING about anime, NOTHING. But the artwork, the gaming and the PSP hotspot made up for it. I have never felt so normal for carying a PSP with me everywhere. Cos at expo EVERYONE HAS PSP.

It made me feel less geeky being there instead of more geeky, because clearly, compared to the thousands of other people there, I do not come anything close to geek.

The day was long long long and I certainly didn't eat enough, so we went to China Town after to go do Purikura (which is WEIRD here! But still wicked fun) and then to eat at Misaga the most awesome Japanese restaurant of all time because this...





Only cost six quid.

I have test tomorrow and I haven't studied and I know nothing, help.

(I'm going to be saying that every sunday night for a long time, hopefully.... unless I fail REALLY hard....)

Wooooo am going to see MUCC tonight yayy.

And I'm meant to be going at 2 and it's half one now and I'm not dressed, my make up's not done and my hair is still wet.

AH WELL

I'll just be late. Not that i was gonna be late. You know what, screw it, I live two minutes from the academy, i can go whenever I want.

Last night I ate more okonomiyaki than I have ever before in my life. Saori was making it and DAMN does she make good okonomiyaki. Snow, Gemma and some other guy I can't remember the name of was there too. Then I stalked Gemma's room for a long time and made her into a Hioroto fangirl. How did I manage that!?

I'm magic.

Now

WHAT TO WEAR

Not that it matters, it's a gig.

I just had the nicest, most unhealthy lunch ever of fish fingers, fries and tons of ketchup. And Now am going to have toasted bagel with Philladelphia and jelly ahan.

Life is good.

My classes this morning were ok, I have a stack of homewor to do before Friday but I've got tons of time, ITS FINE.

Now, to wear a skirt or not to wear a skirt.

To wear a skirt, I think. I feel like at least passing as female today.

Meeting up with lirealx later ahan. Excited ahan. Happy ahan. Need to find my debit card ahan.